So. I'm a year older and wiser. The main things I have learned are/are different:
1. Let it be. Inspired by a great song by Sigur Ros called Hoppipolla, I do not worry much about stuff anymore. My stress level has been cut down. I just go with life and embrace the things that are around me.
2. There are good girls out there. I was in a relationship for awhile with one of my sisters. Shes a really good girl and she treated me right. I'm just not ready for a relationship so I need to stay single and absorb more of the world alone. But there is good out there and I was just unlucky in my younger years.
3. I'm in a fraternity now. I am a member of the Delta Delta Chapter of Kappa Kappa Psi. My brothers are my new family and they mean the world to me. People are like... oh so you're a frat boy now...Well the thing is frats have been tainted by hollywood. These people I actually care about and they care about me. Some fraternities still have what matters in them, and thats the brotherhood. That and we help the band, so props to us.
4.Losing a scholarship is possible. At one point I was skirting the edge of losing it. I ended with a very high GPA though and did very well. I just need to pay attention to my grades more.
5.WoW has very little meaning now. I'd rather be with friends out being social than doing stuff in a virtual world. I love the game, but if given the choice...I'd rather be in the real world with people.
6. The Freshman 15 is real. I've lost about 8-10 pounds of it with weight fluctuation. So I'm almost back to normal. I should be fine by band camp. The fact is its real..and be careful.
Summer is very dull. I wish to be back in russellville. I miss everyone. Bored out of my mind, working out every day. But this is what I have learned..at least some of it anyway. S5!
